I lied to my parents
to free 'em from concern
so be treated as good .
I regret all night,
for being fake.
I was stubborn,
but darkness kneel me down,
so, did i sob,
for hurting on my own.
It was't so reel,
truly it's so real
Nights are now hell ,
same i be hollow
packed with darkness,
shrouded in pickles.
music is no longer Magic,
even Pills can't work,
I m insomniac
eyes are in pain,
heart disgraced,
mind too in mayhem,
and all i am in rake.
No dreams, no dooms
it seems
bed is full of thorns,
a evil blanket lies
pillow grabs the neck
dreams carries the sins,
devil too comes,
flying to their wings.
perturbs to inside ,
stabs me from back,
It seems,
morning will never come,
sun will not shine.
I have a wish,
i just want ,
few hours of sound sleep,
I remembered,
those days when i found myself in similar sort of nightmares and then best escape option was to jump in between my parents and hold them firmly as possible. Their hand taps over my head and fingers in between my hairs works and let me in a calm nap. Until papa tried to woke me up,along with a cup of hot tea, a news paper, or may with a t.v remote .But every single stuff was sort to lure me from my naps unless mummy put my head in her lap and bring me back from dreams to a awesome morning waiting for me.
But over the years, things have changed dramatically ,I am sick of sleepless nights. Now a days, dreams are more horrible than nightmares of those days. Naps ends in mid of a day and after that a few hours spends on dreams analysis.What will happen ,if they are real ? Are they really harm me?. I tried sleeping pills,placed a Hanuman challisa below the pillow and turns to earphone to listen to music, but even they can't work alone as well as together.
I am Just waiting for the day, when exams are over and i 'll back to home in between my owns and go for a sound sleep and when naps ends , i found mummy and papa by my bedside . i am badly in need of a sound sleep.
to free 'em from concern
so be treated as good .
I regret all night,
for being fake.
I was stubborn,
but darkness kneel me down,
so, did i sob,
for hurting on my own.
It was't so reel,
truly it's so real
Nights are now hell ,
same i be hollow
packed with darkness,
shrouded in pickles.
music is no longer Magic,
even Pills can't work,
I m insomniac
eyes are in pain,
heart disgraced,
mind too in mayhem,
and all i am in rake.
it seems
bed is full of thorns,
a evil blanket lies
pillow grabs the neck
dreams carries the sins,
devil too comes,
flying to their wings.
perturbs to inside ,
stabs me from back,
It seems,
morning will never come,
sun will not shine.
I have a wish,
i just want ,
few hours of sound sleep,
I remembered,
those days when i found myself in similar sort of nightmares and then best escape option was to jump in between my parents and hold them firmly as possible. Their hand taps over my head and fingers in between my hairs works and let me in a calm nap. Until papa tried to woke me up,along with a cup of hot tea, a news paper, or may with a t.v remote .But every single stuff was sort to lure me from my naps unless mummy put my head in her lap and bring me back from dreams to a awesome morning waiting for me.
But over the years, things have changed dramatically ,I am sick of sleepless nights. Now a days, dreams are more horrible than nightmares of those days. Naps ends in mid of a day and after that a few hours spends on dreams analysis.What will happen ,if they are real ? Are they really harm me?. I tried sleeping pills,placed a Hanuman challisa below the pillow and turns to earphone to listen to music, but even they can't work alone as well as together.
I am Just waiting for the day, when exams are over and i 'll back to home in between my owns and go for a sound sleep and when naps ends , i found mummy and papa by my bedside . i am badly in need of a sound sleep.
